this is my life..
issac and mine.
we..
we went out tgt today. just so totally love issac.
as the sun shine on me, im feel warm.
but in me, im cold and hard as a stone.
this what i am, changing slowly every moment.
or have nt i changed? maybe this IS me. since dunno how many yrs ago..
i thought when he came into my life. i've changed to a happy person . a true one. nt a act happy person. but i was wrong. i still prefer lonely places. i still prefer to be alone. and guess what? im starting to drift away from all my friends. don even find them. i just simply walk alone.
dunno since when, kimli has died. they know it. they told her, " kimli, you've changed." and no matter how much how hard i worked, im only a subsitute. i can nv be tt one that can ever bring joy to my friends life ever again.
basketball sucks. studies sucks. life sucks. im already trying real hard.. this is nt a sad post. i wanna become a baby again. relive my life again..
just twrling arnd and arnd.. i dunno whrs the start. whrs the end.whr im gg. who are the people arnd me.
waiting for somebody to sit on that chair with me..this is my life. so beautiful, so artistic yet so lonely and quiet.
and i love you too. : DD i need you.
got a mesage for you waiting in my blogger.